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Thursday, January 10, 2008

it is a time of reflection for me le.throughout i year,i felt dat i changed alot,in terms of looks,spiritual growth and the inner me.lets talk abt the looks part 1st.i grew frm a nerd,wif a stupid specs and veri short hair dat is even shorter den mi eyebrow to nw,where mi fringe touches mi mouth nw and i switched to contacts le,look so much different nw.sum ppl sae i changed so much.haha.and nw fr spiritual growth,i feel dat i m so much closer to god nw den i hav been in the past 15 years.fr tis i wan to thk mi friends in chc.thk u ppl.i m so glad i knew u ppl.and nw fr mi internally,i feel so lost nw,bro without u,i cant feel the passion in band nw,it was u,cx,jh who set me alight in mi dreams and passion,rmb in sec 1 i alwaes pon,bt u nvr gave up on me,u took me under ur wing and groomed me and taught me alot,aft dat john and cx u two too.i juz dun feel so much at home nw,without u guys around.i alwaes took u guys as a shield,bt nw i m using mi ownself as a shield.it is rubbish,so wat if i m the 1st bassoonist,it doesnt realli matter.bt i dunno why i feel tis way,bt i m no longer the guy i once was,i lost so mani friends along mi way to wat i m nw,i lost hs,kk,bs,yl,cynthia,qt as friends along the way,wat m i nw,a main band player and all tis,i would gladly exchange all tis fr all ur friendship bt it is too late nw.i m at a lost,bt i realli wan to thk bro who has alwaes been by mi side,if nt i realli would hav given up all along.

aniwae sch rocks.mr lee and mr chia are great lorh.haha.i love dem.i juz finished e maths juz nw.nw chattin and bloggin nw.bye.god bless u all.

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