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Sunday, June 29, 2008

Thk u God for everyting.i wan to thk u fr blessin me.nth much to sae lah.hmm no mood.yeah.God bless u all.

3:37 AM LOVESC.RONALDO

Saturday, June 28, 2008

tdae was flag day and swimmin comp.flag day was ok.slacked a bit bt also worked quite a bit,swimming made me realised alot abt God.God is alwaes wif me,juz dat in a different way.i love u God alot.thk u father fr savin and helpin me.

5:21 AM LOVESC.RONALDO

Friday, June 27, 2008

aft the 1st wik back,i juz gt two things to tell the world.i m no bloody flirt and my hair is already bloody short,wat do u still one.if u all arent done,i gt two words fr ya..FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i realli cut mi hair twice lah,and mi fringe is at mi nose le,cant go any shorter le,wat u wan me do,cut botak arh.Nt a chance,i can tell u dat.i dun wan to go back to those old days,whr i look so nerdy and toot,i changed mi looks cos i wan to throw mi past away,and there isnt a damn chance i will returned.i will nt carve in,cos i m the man,and fr the whole world to hear,tere is nth u can do cos THE CHAMP IS HERE.tere has been austin 3:16.bt dat is the past nw,and nw wat should be followed is pete 3:16,cos tat is the damn thing u should do,and i juz dun gif a DAMN on wat u ppl think,it is abt GOD.he is the saviour u no.and btw me and cheryl broke up le,so stop talkin abt it,i dun wan to talk abt it anymore so unless u wan to receive a FU or STFU frm me,u beta stop askin abt her.OR i have two words for ya,.....................................SUCK IT!!!!YEAH,SRY FR MI ANGRY OUTBURST.aniwae tml is flag day.sian.haiz.gtg.bye.God bless u all.

2:03 AM LOVESC.RONALDO

Thursday, June 26, 2008

hmm.alot of things happened tis few days.i cut mi hair again,the fringe part,cos mr govind and ms wong sae too long.haiz.so cut.bt at least beta den the rest tio cut by sch barber,and dat is super ugli.hmm sch ok,bt at a more stressful pace.o lvl mt oral is on the 9/7.hmm must jiayou lorh.aniwae germany won turkey by 3-2.lahm scoring the winner in the 90th min.haha.hmm,nth much to blog abt.take care everyone.bye.God bless u all.

12:21 AM LOVESC.RONALDO

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

2nd day back,sch was terrible tdae,finalli gt to the root of why mi eyes hurt lah,mi right contacts spilt lah.haiz,have to get a new one le.nvm nvm,i m sure the new one will be beta.and dat ms wong horh,catch mi fringe lorh,mi fringe so short lah,and i still make till nice nice,u still catch.aniwae lady luck and God was on mi side,so didnt kena cut by school barber,those who kena,i see le i want to faint i cant imagine lah,mi hair being cut till liddat.2nd half of the day was ok.no football tdae cos nobody playin,i realli wan to play to play,hmm.nxt wik bah.Hong lim park.haha.yeah.thk u God for everyting i love u alot.God bless u all out dere.btw thk u cheryl fr those memories these past few days,i wish u eternal happiness.

1:23 AM LOVESC.RONALDO

Monday, June 23, 2008

sch reopen le.tere are alot of stuff on mi mind nw,hmm sat gt clash leh,swimming test and flag day tgt.hav a big decision to make,wat do i wan.to pass the test and stop swimming or go fr flag day earn cip hours.cip hours play a important role in mi future lah.hmm,i wan to work hard hard tis term,and improve my results.i wan more a1s,i love dem alot.hmm,i also wan to play more football tis term,i wan to improve mi striking skills,the ability to hit a dead ball,free kicks,penalties and long ranges,and most importantli set up a team to play wif.hmm,i wan john in mi team,nus high right wing leh,and dom tey all.bt alot frm hwa chong leh.hmm,hw?and of cos i wan dat no 9 jersey so much.wore by so mani greats lah,hmm,rooney,eduardo,eto etc.and it is the no fr the out and out striker.hmm,aniwae spain beat italy on penalties lah.4-2.wif cesc scoring the crucial and winning one.ok the semi finals are out.germany vs turkey and russia vs spain.wat a clash.and the dream final would be spain and germany,wif the winner being spain wif the striking partnership of villa and torres.btw God bless everyone out there.

5:33 AM LOVESC.RONALDO

Sunday, June 22, 2008

sry girlfriend i shouldnt have mistaken u,sry sry.i m ashamed of miself,u re alwaes so understanding to me,bt i didnt trust u.i m sry.i love u lots k?i swear i will believe u frm nw on.sry dear,wo ai ni.aniwae sch reopening le,hmm alot of things re changing,cut mi hair le,hideous nw lah.haiz,nvm aniwae holland gt knocked out by russia.hw,i dunno.dun ask me.

1:27 AM LOVESC.RONALDO

Friday, June 20, 2008

Juz talked to mi Dad lah,talk abt alot of stuff,like his job,the offers that he received,and why he didnt pick football as a career when he was definitely good enough to play fr a club and the national team,and was chosen to play at under-16 level for the national.realised hw much he loved me and the family.i no dat hw much u dotes on me,Dad i love u.thk u fr everyting,everytin single thing dat u did fr me and the family.bt i love my girlf who is sweet and wonderful alot too.she is great,i wan to thk her fr everyting dat she did,all dat we been through.all tis makes me cherish u too.although sumtimes i joked dat i dun like u and dun cherish u,bt deep down,i love u alot alot alot too.thk u fr making all those sacrifices fr me and everyting.girlfriend i swear i will love u alot.hmm,we will last long long derh.

6:51 AM LOVESC.RONALDO

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Cheryl,i wan to sae thk u fr everyting,fr being such a wonderful girlfriend to me,fr lovin me,fr caring fr me.我要对你说女朋友我爱你.对不起,让你伤心了,我答应以后会尽力来让你开心和幸福.现在的你,就是我的全部,我的唯一.我一定会好好爱护你,绝不让你伤心或难过.i also wan to thk a special someone,and dat is God.thank u and i mean thank u,fr blessin me wif such a wonderful and understanding girlfriend,i love you 4eva,as much as my girlfriend.thk u lord,u re realli mi saviour,and i wan to say a big"THANK YOU"to you.hmm,last nite watched the holland vs romania and france vs italy game till 4+.both ended 2-0,to italy and holland favour.dat means both winners go through.bt france were unlucky,losing ribery to injury at the 8 min,and eric abidal gettin sent off in the 30+ min,and italy being awarded a penalty which pirlo converted.haiz.hmm,tnite match also quite nice,must watch spain vs greece and sweden vs russia.OMG,sch reopenin le.i haven cut hair yet,faster cut lah,pete or will kena le.hmm,cuttin soon le.haha.God bless u all,especialli mi darling cheryl.

7:47 PM LOVESC.RONALDO

hmm.i wan to thank God for alot of things,tis few days u hav been wif me,givin me hope wen i cant feel ani bit of dem,wen i wasnt sure if i can plae in the competition i prayed,and u grant mi prayers to plae,wen i couldnt score,i prayed and i did in the final game.God u re realli the most important thing in my entire life,without u,i dunno hw would i be like.hmm,i m nt a religious person bt i wan to thk u fr alwaes being tere fr me.thk u.dat why wen i score i stick mi hands high into the air,fr u mi lord,to thk u fr every blessings dat u given me.hmm,i m tired.blog another day bah.bye everyone.

5:22 AM LOVESC.RONALDO

Monday, June 16, 2008

Football,i wan u back into mi life,nw nw nw.i wan u to cum and take away all mi emotions,all the negative feeling dat i m experiencing nw,i wan to forget abt the world while i m playing,i realli realli wan to.bt it seems dat tis wik is tough to play football,cos mates re nt free.Goals re the onli things dat can kip mi mind off her.Stepovers,flip-flaps,elastico,all the runs and flicks and tricks,i wan u nw,bt i cant.i tried taking mi mind off wif things such as piano bt it doesnt seem to help.the mre i play the more mi heart hurts.haiz.whywhy............................

5:57 PM LOVESC.RONALDO

My dream has finalli ended,it seems dat nth i do,can hold u back a second time.it seems dat mi tears and actions can only prolong the time i have wif u,bt nt hold on to u.i had enough,maybe tis is the way it had to be,it has ended.maybe i have more stuff to worry abt,results,piano,band,syf,inspiration 2,football.hmm,i m tinking of makin mi own team.wif john tey all.NUS right winger leh,mai siao siao.i will be opening details as soon as we confirm dem.hmm,euro 2008 has ended fr the czech and the swiss.hmm,tnite must watch le.too mani matches nv watch,i m regretting it nw lah.haiz.

5:36 AM LOVESC.RONALDO

Sunday, June 15, 2008

my team

no 10 jersey-playmaker

jersey(front view)

national stadium:singapore vs saudi arabia

ticket for singapore flyer

this two days has been great fr me.ytd was the day of the football competition.played againast 5 different oppositions,2 frm liverpool fan club,3 frm spurs fan club lah.managed to score 1,againast who.in the final game,againast the champions,bt we lost 2-1.haiz,the ref sux lah,waste time waste so much.and so mani times i wen down,u onli gif once,bt a few times were diving lah.injured miself,leg and arm bleeded cos fell down while warmin up on concrete floor.try to volley bt fell.aft the competition wen to the national stadium to watch the 2nd half of the world cup qualifier,we lost 2-0.bt gt 1 idiot,wearing singapore shirt,shout go saudi,make us so pissed lah.the crowd near him go angry wif him lah,i tink he went out dat time kena whacked.deserved lah.idiot.den wen to lao pa sha fr satay and supper before returning home.reached arnd 11+.den did sum stuff.swimming and piano were ok tdae.nth much to blog.btw dear come back le.ytd.haha.so glad.

5:33 AM LOVESC.RONALDO

Thursday, June 12, 2008

老婆,你到日本几天了.我有好多好多话想告诉你.我们在一起已有两个星期了.这段时间是男朋友的生命中最快乐的日子.我用华文来写这段话,是有意义的.记得你不喜欢用华文来交谈,但是每一次在我的劝说后,你也不知不觉中讲起华文.记得吗,当出你离开了一阵子,我告诉过你,我的心好痛好痛,没有了你,我的世界就不在有太阳和温暖,而自己只活在黑暗与悲伤只中.我愿意为你默默守护着,而且把你的痛苦和伤心一同带走,把他们转到我身上来,而不会有一句抱怨.在那段时间,自己有时觉得佷累,但每当看到你以前传来的简讯和我手上的戒指,自己就很不想放弃了.如果自己要一个东西,就要自己去争取,爱情也是一样的.最后我也成功了,让你在一次回到我身边.这一次,不关发生天大的事,我都会好好抓紧你,不让你在离开了.这也是我们之间的承诺.你问我,我爱你吗,我会说不.因为,我对你的爱已经不能够用语言来形容了,要知道的话,把我的心拿出来,你会看见你想知道的答案.我说过,如果爱你要为你哭,我愿意把我泪水变成一片大海洋,如果要给你我的心,我会把心,身体和灵魂都献给你.我虽然不说,但是看的出来你还爱他,我不建议,因为不管怎样我都依然守护着你.我不能保证你会爱我比爱他多,可是可以保证我爱你,一定会比他爱你多,比他爱你久.你说我爱哭所以叫我爱哭鬼.有时我会让你生气,难过,我想对你说对不起.我不是一个完美的男朋友,所以有时会犯错,希望你会原谅我.每天我在学习,学习做一个更爱你的男朋友.看到你伤心,我也会伤心.为了你,我可以什么都不要,就算要我的脚断,而无法再踢球,或不能在弹钢琴或乐器,我都愿意,只要有你在就够了.不管是一年,两年,就算是一百年,我都会依然爱着你.你不是我的全部.因为你是我的一切.你常常说我嘴巴很甜,可是如果没有你,在甜也没有用.你是第一个让我相信永远的,也是第一个我想娶的.现在的我只能给你一个装满我的爱和决心的戒指,希望你会喜欢,可是以后啊.......等你回来在告诉你.你很快就要回来了,我欠你的muffins和那首歌,都有做到,这样才是你的一百分男朋友嘛.女朋友呢?其实你也很棒,在日本不只打电话回来,还用MSN来发简讯.这些可能不像很多,但对我而言,已经够了.女朋友,我先在要告诉你和全世界,我爱你一辈子.

10:11 PM LOVESC.RONALDO

sry nvr post ytd,lets post abt ytd 1st.hmm,didnt slp till 2 liddat.watching the portugal match,we beat the czech 3-1,ronaldo,deco,quaresma.ronaldo was absoluteli on top of his game lah,he makes portugal tick like mad,tricks,fancy moves,even goals.one goal and one assist to his name in tis tourament.so nw portugal hav 6 pts and re almost certain qualifiers into the quarter final le.yeah.aniwae ytd breakfast date wif dom and john at mac.ate and talked.scolari was the new chelsea manager lah,tey didnt believe it at 1st,den i told dem go check,den tey believe lorh.den wen home,msned,cabal,den took a bath go john house tere find dem,played football fr a while,plae penalties,i won john,lost to dom,won john again.haha.lunched at koufu,hokkien mee.den trained down to NTU ALUMNI CLUB.we started swimming fr a while,den aft dat was mahjong,den pool,dinner,pool,and ktv lah,den pool again.we played alot of times of pool lorh.managed to win john wen he teaming up wif dom,bt the rest lost to him.den team up wif john dad bt lost cos uncle chose the wrong pocket fr ball 8(the black one).nvm.den aft dat was supper before uncle sent us home.thks uncle.had a wonderful day lorh.den wen home,too tired to catch the germany match,so wen to slp.woke up tdae,watched highlights,gt the shock of mi life,croatia 2 germany 1.i couldnt believe it lah.suan le lorh.den nw slacking.plan to do it whole day.tml is the football competition,hope dat get to play.tdae is the holland and france match.die die must watch.go guys,lol.den dear cumin back soon,miss her so so lorh.老婆,爱哭鬼好想你啊,答应你只爱你一辈子.

6:26 PM LOVESC.RONALDO

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

YES!!!baby actualli sent me offline msgs on msn frm japan lah,even though i m nt online,so clever.wat a clever and smart girlfriend i hav.XD.guess wat she wans to hear,ask me if i been faithful,wat do u tink,my dear gal.u re mi one and only leh.den the promise i made,i will definiteli kip it,i love and miss u too,definiteli more den u do,tml gg to john dad club,at arnd 12.30 mit mates fr lunch.hell of a fun tml lah.thks guys.and tnite portugal vs czech republic,go ronaldo go,go gomes go,go nani go,go simao go,go pepe go,go deco go,k.i m tired.yup so let the games begin.yeah.

6:32 AM LOVESC.RONALDO

a few more hours and group A matches re abt to start again,wan to watch so much.damn bored at home.hw i wish baby is in singapore nw lorh,so sumone to talk to.aniwae tml will be beta,day out wif mates,so look out fr picts.

12:50 AM LOVESC.RONALDO

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

4-1.Spain vs russia.WTF lah.i was watchin it and i couldnt believe it lah.villa hat trick.double torres assist and a cesc frabeges goal.it was quite entertaining game lorh.den wen to slp fr the greece and sweden game,cos didnt feel like watching.2-0 to sweden,ok lah.expected,greece werent the same side dat won the tourament 4 years ago le.tnite is grp A again,portugal,swiss,czech republic and turkey,die die must watch tis grp lah,ronaldo ronaldo.den dear hav been gone fr 3 days,dat means the days drawin to her return and our anniversary are drawing closer le.hope she returns soon.hmm,nth to sae le.God bless u all.

6:52 PM LOVESC.RONALDO

i m so happi nw lah,all the worries and troubles have gone away,wanna no why.cos baby juz used her dad handphone to call me lah.after sending so mani smses and worrying abt her,i finalli get to talk to her.yeah!!!!btw the 1st thing she ask was,do u no who i m?i thought fr a moment and said,mi girlf?and yup,i gt it.darling i love u.thk u so much...

5:28 AM LOVESC.RONALDO

Monday, June 9, 2008

i m so tired nw lah,slpt fr a few hours last nite onli,woke up at arnd 2.30 liddat.watched the whole of the holland vs italy match,damn shiok.3-0 lah.we beat the world champions,tey were like crap lah,their defence was being torn to shreds by the dutch strikers,van nistelrooy scored,sneijder scored and van bronkcost scored too.cooked noodles in the 30+min tere,missed the 1st goal lah,sob,cos i too greedy,ok i swear dat i will nt eat noodles again,during the match,except during the half time interval,i dunwan to miss such things again lah,so sad lorh.den tdae dunno why i tink i sick lorh,woke up at 8+ lah,i wanted to slp in,bt sumhw cant leh.tnite got spain lorh,dat wan nice,also gt greece and sweden,tnite no slp,so afternoon must probabli take a nap lorh.i wan watch,and thks daddy fr letting me watch.thurs is gg to rox,john dad club,fr swimming,ktv,pool,tennis blah blah blah.lookin forward,den tey cumin for sleepover and watchin of matches,omg,i cant wait.ps,dear u hav been gone fr 2 days le,sent u smses,repli leh,pls pls repli,boyf misses u so much,and our 2 wiks cumin le lorh,den u nt in singapore,the muffins re gg to be made le,and the song i promised to learn.yeah.girlf boyf loves u.muacks.take care worh.

8:35 PM LOVESC.RONALDO

tdae is parents wedding aniversary,so wen out.happi aniversary dad and mum.aniwae took tis photos at home and at the restaurant,wif ah ma.haha.food was great,the crab,the prawns.the onli thing i didnt realli like was the oyster,maybe cos i didnt realli like the taste bah.tdae was great.baby is in japan nw,miss her lots lah.yeah,we patched.spent me one whole wik,bt worth every bit of mi effort,finalli,i didnt wan to lose her in the 1st place.dear wen u cum back,i swear i get the muffins ready fr u.i love u.muacks.hope u are enjoying urself in japan.in the meantime,i shall occupy miself wif euro 08,tnite holland and italy,whoo.and the upcoming football competition too.

6:40 AM LOVESC.RONALDO

Sunday, June 8, 2008

this 3 shirt on top i didnt buy dem,onli tried dem fr fun.haha.at 77th street changing room

i bought tis blazer and the shirt on top,spent abt a 100 bucks.i like the blazer lah although it cost 50++ bucks and i have to pay fr it out of mi own pocket.haiz..

tdae soccer training at outram mrt tere.

tis 2 days has been ok.euro 08 has started and watched both matches,nt bad lah.tnite skipping the austria and croatia match cos nt worth it,den watchin the germany vs poland match,most probabli wif dad lorh.i m so tired nw,will post more another day.bye.

6:19 AM LOVESC.RONALDO

Thursday, June 5, 2008

last day of the weekdays le,hmm,veri bored siah,no football tis entire wik till sunday training,hmm and i predict i will be veri tired cos of the euro 2008 opening game at 12 on saturday midnite and swimming in the mrning,haiz,how to perform to mi best,argh!!!!bt i will watch every single euro match,i swear,its so important lah,i wan to watch,i wan to watch.hmm,tdae dom ask me out,go study,honestli i would prefer pool,bowling,football,bt on a second thought,,the library nt bad too.haha.den ytd was ok,actualli it was good,we chatted on the phone again,and at the end of it,quite happi lorh.i hope everydae frm nw on will be like tis,i wish and i hope.

5:29 PM LOVESC.RONALDO

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

band prac was ok,did 1st suite in e flat,seventh nite,do enka,video games etc.damn nice,the new reed is quite cool,the tone produced,and a new bombshell was dropped,hav to do drills to qualify fr syf 2009,dat means hard work fr us all,must work hard.haha,ms chong left at 4 cos she had to go home and pack fr her trip to tokyo,hav a gd trip ms chong.den stayed and played princess monokone,den bus home wif bro,i heard things i shouldnt hav,i regarded u as a friend,bt i didnt expect u to do tis to me,i no wat is goin on my dear,and u lied to me again,haiz,suan le,nvm.and talked to her fr a while again,gal,even nw at the end of mi journey,wen i begged u to stay,u still wun,why?wat wrong?u hav nv told me before.

6:26 PM LOVESC.RONALDO

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

ARGH!!!!why do bad things kip on happening to me,now even amanda is admitted to hospital aft substaining a fall,argh,why do such bad things kip happening,.suan le.maybe i gg visit her later,so band prac will hav to c,i m apologising in advance if i cant make it.trying to contact bro the whole mrning,to explain,bt cant contact him yet.sadded.i will rush down asap,aft i m done wif visitations.hmm,soccer training is cumin too,help take mi minds of things..hope so..haiz...

5:49 PM LOVESC.RONALDO

tdae is the 2nd day u left me,and i still hav nt recovered frm the heart wounds,it hurts as badli as ytd,even though tere r periods whr it hurts lesser.thk u bro,fr cheerin me up during lunch ytd before proceeding fr band.band was nt so good at the start,or should i juz admit it was bad,cos of the reed,which was alreadi past its limit.thks ms chong,fr askin ur friend down to make me a new reed,which was near perfect,wif sum seasoning,maybe wonders can be produced.i hope so,merry widow and seventh nite of july are so nice,i love dem,and we re playing dem fr inspiration 2.yeah....thks ah ma fr cheering me up last nite,i felt a little little beta.den tdae wen arena to play pool wif greg,bin yuan and xi qiang.starting win greg,den gt owned by xiqiang,he too pro liao.den played a feel more games wif greg,won and lost sum,yeah den won elsen and alfred,was behind wen i and alfred played as a team,bt wen elsen and alfred team up,i over took and won.yeah.den closed the table and played wif darren,won 1 and lost 2.lost to greg again and won and lost to edmund.den came home,darren tey all pro lorh,do pumping on the road,siao one.den wen to buy long john wif darren and greg den bus home wif darren,ate on the way.tml tere is band,will be great too,take mi mind off things.gal,why i still ask dat qn,i m sry dat i didnt cherish u and alwaes scared u.i realli regret dem nw.i hope a time machine exists,and time can be turned back,i wish,i wish.haiz...

6:00 AM LOVESC.RONALDO

Sunday, June 1, 2008

OUR DECISION:our story ends here,despite mi pleadings.i realli hope dat it wun end,bt as much as i wished,it still ended.i hoped if i begged u,tell u hw much i nid and love u,u wun leave,bt it was all mi wishful thinking.i thought forever and happily ever after do exist,wif ur existance in mi life,i thought i had found someone dat could.Our promises,the days we spent were the happiest in mi entire life,i will kip it wif me.i sae it before,if i could turn back time,i wished u met me 1st,bt i m a weakling and i cant.nw is juz fr me to pick up the broken shreads of mi heart,and continue wif mi life.i hope u will be happier whr u re nw,and i wish u all the best.if u re readin tis,i wan to tell u dat i love u 4eva,no matter wat happen,and i m willing to care fr u 4eva.if u re ever down and out,and is lookin fr sumone,mi hearts door will be alwaes open fr u to enter again,instead of sumone else.

7:55 PM LOVESC.RONALDO

football was great in the afternoon.slugged it out under the hot sun wif mates and new friends such as kieran and gabriel.had lunch wif dom and john at the hong lim hawker centre tere.had prawn noodles,same as john.den wen to change in shoes(predator),warmed up and started playin arnd 4+.quite happi wif perf tdae.lets c,i had an assist,scored 2 goals and blocked 1 goal bound effort.quite happi wif tis standards.hope continue to improve.den dinner at people park complex wif john,his parents and dom.talked abt OBS all tis.haha.den tey sent me home,aft dom.sang all the way.haha.thk u uncle and auntie.Girlfriend,i m sry fr being so foolish and paranoid tdae,thk u fr cheering me up and making those promises.i swear i nv let u down.i love u 4eva.u re the most wonderful girlfriend in tis entire universe as i alwaes say.

6:03 AM LOVESC.RONALDO